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Saturday, April 24, 2010

white lies , thats so WHITE .




OKAYS,
long time since i posted .
so ya,
i have alot to talk about.
i have alot to say.
i have alot to comment.
i have alot sigh.
i have alot to tell.
i have alot alot alot of things to post.
seriously, this post gonna be wordy.
i'm seriously grounded now.
everything had changed.
seriously changed.
my life,
my freedom,
everything.
changed so much since the day i was born.
i use to had all my freedom i want.
i use to had everything i want.
as you know, what REGINE wants,
she'll get it.
but now,
she cant.
seriously she cant.
have you ever thought of that REGINE would stay at home for 5 days straight and more to go?
this sure will kill her off right?
and now, yes,
she stayed home.
as all those things i had done previously.
seriously,
REGINE had regretted.
she has no freedom now.
yet she has alot of time.
whats so good about time?
time is nothing to her.
all REGINRE's craving for is just freedom.
now,
she only can go out once a week.
and thats all.
this is what she had.
its kinda weird.
very weird.
i had never seen myself staying home and doing nothing at home for so long.
she cant met her friends,
cant meet her beloved ones,
she is all alone at home.
facing the computer for 24hours, 7days.
can you just imagine whats she's going to face?
just computer and computer and computer?
whats so great about computer?
cant bring you laughter.
cant bring me any forms of enjoying life.
I HATE MY LIFE!
what kind of life is she going through?
hellos, readers,
imagine, you're being locked up for like 1 year, 2 years, 3 years?
imagine.
you'll cant take it right?
but no choice.
everything is the concequences that she had done last time,
thou REGINE need not have a case on BPC (beyond parental control)
but the life she's facing now is much more tougher than she ever expected.
REGINE NOW IS A NO LIFE GIRL!
everyday sleep until noon,
everyday sms,
everyday call.
whats the problem with REGINE??
no freedom = weird REGINE.
NO FREEDOM = NO LIFE.
NO LIFE = NO REGINE.
NO REGINE = NO EARTH.
NO EARTH = NO HUMANS.
OKAYS. I'LL STOP MY POST HERE.
but thou things are hard for me now.
i have to endure.
no matter what,
I BELIEVE IN MYSELF AND I'LL SAY, REGINE IS A STRONG GIRL SHE CAN ENDURE TILL THE VERY LAST MINTUE OF HER LIFE.
this is what i tell myself in order for my life to carry on.
i have no objections of what i facing now.
as i know,
i'll be free one day.
seriously free.
i'll get all my freedom one day.
but i just have to wait and wait and wait.
let time takes it's path to lead my whole entire life.
at times, i will think that,
hey people! look here! REGINE is a superwoman! she's gonna jump off the window and fly down!
REGINE tends to think of the negative side of life.
with REGINE's brothers and sisters mentally support,
REGINE had stopped thinking that way.
i remembered last year.
i was crying as something happened to me.
all i think of is one of my sister.
i called her up, and 5 mins later, she appeared at my doorstep.
ringing my door bell.
and she seriously looked anxious.
i hugged her and cried.
as you know, sisters are forever.
imagine that you were me in that scene.
will you be touched?
think.
alrights,
i think, i'll stop here.





signing off,





regards,
REGINE .




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'white lies are meant to cover everything.'